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OntarioMourning

by Serious Festival

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Lately I've been thinking of quitting all I've got and moving on I don't wanna live such a shallow life It would be a shame if I never went Oh you dig until you know and if it's ever not that simple, do you run? I've been struck by the idea of living a lonely simple existence Maybe you were onto something Maybe you were giving it all you've got Maybe you were onto something Maybe you were momentarily on
2.
All this time You've been obsessed with it If so, matter-of-fact-o well it's just so legit That all you've ever wanted is just to Bitch, bitch, bitch! I just need some sympathy yeah No one's ever suffered like this I can't be yer shoulder to cry on 'Lean on me' is just some old sad song I can't decipher yer wit It's as thick as mud and just as dirty but is it sarcastic? I see yer hesitation Show me yer wrists The fact is we're all just naked and vulnerable Scared shitless I can't be yer shoulder to cry on I still have my weight But I will try to relate To think of all them right things, I can't say like "It takes time to move on" and "I'm sorry" I can't be yer shoulder to cry on I still have my weight to hold.
3.
I won't lie There's still some beauty in my life and that's ok because nothing's gonna ever take it from me I won't lead you on Nothing ever good came from that anyway I won't mess this up We're already messed up but that's ok I won't need too much I just need you to want me at all and I need you to want me heavy or nothing at all I want trust What's it matter to you if we rust In our own place We've already faced that Faced that fate but I won't need too much I just need you too love me at all and I need you to love me Heavy or nothing at all I won't lie There's still some beauty in my life That's ok because nothing's gonna ever take it from me
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Around You 02:52
For the first time I can see my life The possibilities are endless tonight I could take it fast You could leave it slow Take the easy route's the only thing that I know Hit me up Call my name I never felt this much of anything I can be myself around you There were too many times where I felt used I've been running round in my place There were too many times I've been afraid to change What if might need you to Just come and change my life? I would leave this for you Got a beating heart Beating out of place Every time I see that sad look on yer face Full of maybes Full of memories Half made decisions and the love that we bring Turn me up Spin me round I'm stubborn as fuck... but anyhow I can be myself around you There were too many times that I felt used I've been running round in my place Too many times I've been afraid to change What if I might need you to just come and change my life? What if I might need you to just come and change my mind? I would leave this for you
5.
What can I be? What will I see? How can I love so easily? How does it stretch out like that? How come it won't be coming back? How come it drives me to drink It's that finite funny feeling What can I say? What will I be? If i can't just love my baby It's alright Where's this truth? How come you do anything out there it's up to you How come it pains me to see any of the good inside of me? What can I say? What will I be if I can't just love my baby? It's this finite funny feeling It's alright Sometimes it comes in waves And overwhelms me Sometimes I lie on the floor and let the cold take me
6.
Canada Day 03:28
It's 4 am 0 degrees I just can't breath I try breathing in deeply Alone again in my ballcap wearing days Drinks outside A warm summer's night I look around These are my friends for now It's 5am I'm anticipating the alarm Like somehow I'm super aware and sleeping Hopefully it wakes me Looking for ways to be mad about this To be mad at you But what's the use of it I feel useless It's no one's fault except for love We tried hard, fast and true On Canada Day I'll always be thinking of you
7.
It didn't start snowing until we carried you out I buried you under a tree just outside of town It was the hardest thing I ever did One things for certain I'll never forget this Nostalgia is a dangerous thing We spent so many of our years at 50 Main street Ebenezer and Church was a second home to me and I miss it so much it hurts My mind is flooded with memories of our last time I held yer hand and I told you I love you The look in yer eyes still makes mine water You knew it was the end And it wasn't till later that I found peace in these memories And then comfort from it. It didn't start snowing until we carried you out I buried you under a tree just outside of town It was the hardest thing I ever did One things for certain I won't ever forget this
8.
Alberta's on fire but oil money can't put you out Yer hearts in Montreal but the separatists are leaving we can't go on grieving Yer words have lost all meaning Yer heads in Moncton but the power's out and you can stand under the lights of the Yukon we forgot But the Russians will be here soon Dinner's on and it's the sound of a Loon that brings me back to Ontario in mourning It's just so selfish the feeling we're feeling We lost a part of us Nostalgia in the land of rust coloured dirt and war monuments We drove coast to coast just to figure it out All along the only road Through rain, wind, and cover of night just to get back to Ontario in morning I just can't shake it Sometimes I think I might spend the rest of my life surrounded by water not safe for drinking Even the 'Howe' can't bring us together Tragedy will hold us forever The river is deep and dirty and it's sappy to say but Sackville is the great escape
9.
I don't deserve anything I'm unhappy all the time but maybe that's just comforting Still I'm tough My face is a disguise I'm a glutton for punishment I never seem to ask why Why? I don't know What the future holds Self driving cars A life on mars maybe there's still room to go I see they're building Building a bridge But will it last the crash or this thousand yard dash Politically weeping Hey I need this It's what I wanted i was reaching for the sky That's a lonely situation But for me that's my life That I know There's a road Going nowhere That's about where this will end We're just driving for no reason We've got time and hey we make great friends That I know All I see is that's it's all that I'm after All that I'll never be All I know Is it's all that I'm after I'll that I never had I'll that I need to show Is all that I'll never be All I don't need to know Is all that I won't ever see
10.
I've been here so many times But I was faking I'm happy at home I made this to realize I was faking I'm happy at home How bout this? Show me yer eyes I've been sailing I'm happy at home How bout this? Show me yer eyes I've been sailing I'm happy at home I've been here so many times I've been selling myself short Wondering this, yeah it's on my mind Happiness won't you throw me a line I've been telling myself this Whoa is me...Jesus Christ How bout this Tell me yer lies till I can feel em Yer happy at home How bout this Tell me yer lies Feed em in there Yer happy at home I've been clothed Covered in lies So I went sailing I've been clothed Covered in lies So I went sailing I've been here so many times I've been selling myself short Wondering this, yeah it's on my mind Happiness won't you throw me a line I've been telling myself this Whoa is me...Jesus Christ
11.
Oh my awkward self You must be a saint to put up with this Oh my awkward self Ah hell But then again What do I know?

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released January 1, 2023

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